Its about 2:14 am...on Friday night, or shall I say Saturday morning. And why am I not asleep? Because I am up spilling my story to Courtney, and it has never felt better to talk to her. I miss our late night talks in her room, or staying up all night crying in my room while we talk about losing loved ones, etc instead of going out like we had planned. Why don't we talk more? Why did it take so long to get back in touch with her after I came to MU? Maybe because I knew it was going to be hard to adjust to the new school, and that lingering on to my old school would only hold me down. I knwe that it would be hard knowing that her and Jen would be going on with their lives, not that I expected them not to, it would hurt being on the outside. But nontheless, I miss her so much. I have told her things tonight that I haven't told anyone but my mom. Things I will never tell anyone else. I have some awesome friends here, but she understands me unlike anyone else here.

Here's some old photos that I haven't done anything with...
They are from Feb 2002, my grandpa's funeral in Mt. Pleasant, Michigan. Very heartbreaching event, but heart quenching to be with family.

All the cousins- Katie, Christopher, Carly, Chelyan, Hannah, Caitlyn, Bobby, Zachary, and Henry..oops, it must have been past his bed time, but I'm sure he was with us in spirit. We are hanging out in our PJ's...having a lot of fun and enjoying each other's company.

Katie, Hannah, Carly, and Chelyan..all the girls except Caitlyn, where is Miss Caitlyn?

Little Henry, the baby of our family! Isn't he adorable?

The cousins being silly and probably doing stuff they aren't supposed to be doing.

My parents and I, my dad doesn't really like pictures but isn't he a hunk anyways? J/k!

Chelyan, Chistopher and Bobby...just hanging out in the hotel.